But I don't know where to begin...
I'm now a senior, and have all the stress that brings along with it. But that's just part of life.
I've gotten into one college, it isn't my top choice, but I'm glad that the pressure is off, and that I now know that I can get into college.
I currently have a major crush, but can't really do anything about it. I know for a fact that he just wants to be friends. Well, that's what my birdies tell me... I don't know wether to believe them or not. But there is just that something about him that makes me not want to give up...
Depression and anger have been a big problem for me lately, and I don't really know how to deal with it... I've tried just about everything. So far, for me, the best things are crying, writing, music, and exercising my self as hard as I can. I do that until I'm in pain. Those things only work sometimes. And the thing is, I'm tired of being sad. And I am so very tired of being angry. I've gotten to the point where I just want to shout at everyone in front of me. To scream myself into silence, to scream my pain away...
Your Disconcerted Friend
Listening to: My "Angry" Playlist
