*laughs* Or so people think.
I try not to. If someone asks me a question that I am not comfortable answering, I tell them that I won't answer, or I tactfully change topics. I hate lying. But when it comes to how I feel, you know, how I truly feel, not just in that one second, but over all.
For some reason, when it comes to answering that question, I always find myself lying. Am I fine? No. I haven't been fine in a long time. Weeks, months, maybe even years, I don't know. I feel like I'll never actually be fully okay, or "fine".
But then again, we all kind of lie when it comes to this question. At least, I know that I am not alone in it.
Why do we do this? Why do we constantly hide ourselves? Is it an attempt to protect ourselves from other? Then again, how does that protect us? It hurts us more then helps us. When not telling the truth about this to someone, they can't help you if you need it, can they
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Peace,
~Andie
Listening to: Travelin' Soldier- Dixie Chicks, Europop- Eiffel 65
Rantings About Me
- Andie
- A very indecisive teen-aged girl. Blond, blue-eyed, 5'9" I have a HUGE family, not to mention, complicated. I have two full-blooded sisters (shown as the two brown-haired women in the picture), one older, one younger; an older half brother, an older half sister, and an older step sister
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