I'm sick of Jason and Lydia being unable to let go of each other for more than five seconds, how if they are in the same room, they can't be further than five feet apart from each other. You guys are a couple, I get that, ANYONE WITH EYES GETS THAT!! Have you ever heard the phrase, 'Get a room'? Well, GO GET YOUR OWN SO MY EYES DON'T FEEL LIKE THEY ARE ABOUT TO BLEED!!!
I'm tired of Mollie so pissed at every one, I am willing to bet my life that she doesn't know what or who she is mad at half the time! She acts like the whole world is against her, when really, people just want to help her and make her happy. Mollie, you HAVE friends, you have people that LOVE you and would DIE for you, STOP ACTING LIKE EVERYONE HATES YOU. People WILL start hating you if you continue ignoring them, bitching at/about them, and being mad at them (for no reason). You are bringing the fate upon yourself, the one that you think you have, but really, the one you don't have.
I'm sick of my friends. Half of them don't even realize just how low I am, and most of them don't care, or they don't know what to do or how to help. They ask me what they can do, HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW?! I don't even know fully why I am so down, so how am I supposed to tell you how to "help me", which I doubt that any of you can or want to. I feel like pulling away, and I'm doing nothing to stop it, and neither are they.
Venting and Fuming,
~Andie
Listening to: Nothing
I hope you're feeling better! You have people who love you and would die for you too, you know. The natural thing - well, the impulse that most people have when they are feeling stressed or down - is to withdraw from other people. I used to do that all the time, too. I'd retreat and wait for someone to notice that I was miserable and prove to me that they cared enough to ask me what was wrong and try to make it better. The truth is, that's the opposite of what is most helpful. You don't have to completely understand why you're feeling down; you just have to know that you want to feel better. I also understand sometimes not wanting to "bother" other people with your "issues," but usually people who care about you do want to be bothered. If there is someone you feel you can talk to, I would encourage you to, next time you're feeling down. Give them a call or send them a text or a message on Facebook or whatever. Maybe someone would like to catch a movie with you, or just sit around and talk about life and boys and whatever else. I once had a friend tell me, "My shoulders aren't very broad, but there is always room there for you." That meant a lot to me, and I say the same to you. *hugs*
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