Sometimes I feel like I just get in the way of things, like I'm the third wheel, the odd person out, that person that makes it one-to-many.
In Chemistry, my lab partners and I will be doing a lab, but they do everything. Labs are my favorite part of Chemistry, but I can never do any of the work, and when they get the information, they don't even bother to tell me what they got. Then they start acting like they are frustrated with me for not doing any of the work, but how is that my fault?! When I offer my help, they are all like, "No, it's okay, we've got it." So, by the time I get the information that I need for the lab, the lab is already late, and I don't know how to write the conclusion because I have no idea what happened or what caused it to happen!
It happens when I hang out with friends, or when we have discussions, ANYTHING, I am the only "lifer" in my friend group, and they all seem to have known each other from somewhere before MPA. I don't share the same memories that they already have together, but if I can't make my own with them, how could I not become a third wheel? This happens even at home, my mom always sides with one of my sisters (never me, everything is always my fault) my dad and step mom are always teamed together, and my sisters J and M always gang up on me when there is an argument coming around. I'm getting tired of it, I need to find someone or some group where I won't feel like the odd-man-out.
Out,
~Andie
Listening to: Flames and POPs in the Chemistry Lab
Rantings About Me
- Andie
- A very indecisive teen-aged girl. Blond, blue-eyed, 5'9" I have a HUGE family, not to mention, complicated. I have two full-blooded sisters (shown as the two brown-haired women in the picture), one older, one younger; an older half brother, an older half sister, and an older step sister
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