Rantings About Me

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A very indecisive teen-aged girl. Blond, blue-eyed, 5'9" I have a HUGE family, not to mention, complicated. I have two full-blooded sisters (shown as the two brown-haired women in the picture), one older, one younger; an older half brother, an older half sister, and an older step sister

Monday, March 9, 2009

Screaming

I feel like crying. I feel like curling up and dying.
I have no idea what to do anymore, I haven't even started writing the paper that is due on Friday, I have to analyze, create a thesis, get it okayed with my teacher, research, write my paper, get it edited by my peer editors, edit it, give it to my teacher to edit, edit it again, and then turn it in. I really don't think that I can do it, ever time that I think about it, I feel like I am going to explode!
I am in WAY over my head. I can't go more then a few steps, a few minutes, with out feeling like I am about to cry in front of everyone.
I feel like that, every decision that I make, is the wrong one, a bad one, and no matter what I do, I can't go back on it, I can't undo what I did. But for whatever stupid reason, I find myself unable to ask for help, and I keep digging myself deeper and deeper.

Help!
~Andie

Listening to: Nada

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